Dalam Kenangan

Dua tahun telah berlalu Ayah selalu di dalam ingatan Kami senantiasa memanjatkan doa dan mengirim Al-Fatihah untuk mu Semoga rohmu dicucuhri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman Amin..

Dalam Kenangan

Dua tahun telah berlalu
Ayah selalu di dalam ingatan
Kami senantiasa memanjatkan doa dan mengirim Al-Fatihah untuk mu
Semoga rohmu dicucuhri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman
Amin..

Lil Anaqin turns 4th months

My baby boy
He brings so much joy
Chubby cheeks and chin and a really great grin
All of Allah's grace in his cute little face
Eventhough I pray little he won't stay
Please don't grow so fast let these cherished moments last
Cars, balls and boats soon he'll make them float
Outgrowing all his toys My cherished little baby boy..
Happy 4th month my darling lil Anaqin...

Lil Anaqin turns 4th months

My baby boy He brings so much joy Chubby cheeks and chin and a really great grin All of Allah's grace in his cute little face Eventhough I pray little he won't stay Please don't grow so fast let these cherished moments last Cars, balls and boats soon he'll make them float Outgrowing all his toys My cherished little baby boy.. Happy 4th month my darling lil Anaqin...

Tsunami Disaster

My heart weeps silently while watching the news at nite esp when they were showing the rows and rows of dead babies and young children...it makes me appreciate life more than ever and I thank Allah coz I'm still here wif my love ones...

Tsunami Disaster

My heart weeps silently while watching the news at nite esp when they were showing the rows and rows of dead babies and young children...it makes me appreciate life more than ever and I thank Allah coz I'm still here wif my love ones...

Let's go Swimming

Went to Jurong Swimming Complex wif lil Anaqin n his other fellow mates. But it was such a boo-boo! The water's too cold, the pool's crowded..and lil Anaqin cried when I dipped him in the pool. So I end up wrapping him in his hooded towel n relax one corner while the rest make the best of the swimming trip..hmmm..hopefully the next time round you'll be more brave..n we'll go when the pool's not so crowded ok darling..

Let's go Swimming

Went to Jurong Swimming Complex wif lil Anaqin n his other fellow mates. But it was such a boo-boo! The water's too cold, the pool's crowded..and lil Anaqin cried when I dipped him in the pool. So I end up wrapping him in his hooded towel n relax one corner while the rest make the best of the swimming trip..hmmm..hopefully the next time round you'll be more brave..n we'll go when the pool's not so crowded ok darling..

Lil Santa

Lil Santa was in town to celebrate his bibik's birthday while lil Santa's mummy bought the yummylicious ice cream cake for the occasion.

Lil Santa

Lil Santa was in town to celebrate his bibik's birthday while lil Santa's mummy bought the yummylicious ice cream cake for the occasion.

Makan-Makan in the Office

Company's makan2 cum christmas party in the office followed by drinks @ Double O (ehem..orange juice for me pls) P.S. Silly old me didnt even take any photos! ~duh~

Makan-Makan in the Office

Company's makan2 cum christmas party in the office followed by drinks @ Double O (ehem..orange juice for me pls) P.S. Silly old me didnt even take any photos! ~duh~

A Sad Letter

Something to share...received this email which brought tears to my eyes.. Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

A Sad Letter

Something to share...received this email which brought tears to my eyes..

Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now...
I so wanted to be your little girl.
I don't quite understand what has happened.
I was so excited when I began realizing my existance.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.
I heard Daddy yelling back.
I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day.
I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.
Then the monster started ripping my arms off.
It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.
No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy.
I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me.
He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels."
I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live.
I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.
It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.
I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.

Ehem ehem

My throat hurt so badly this morning..and fever slowly creeps in..so went to see the doc. Was given 2 days MC with firm instructions to rest at home..n smokin is definitely a no no for now...

Ehem ehem

My throat hurt so badly this morning..and fever slowly creeps in..so went to see the doc. Was given 2 days MC with firm instructions to rest at home..n smokin is definitely a no no for now...

Curls No More

For the first time in my entire life, my hair is now straight!..I've braved myself to undergo a 6hrs rebonding treatment and the result??..A long smooth straight hair...yipeee..i loikeee

Curls No More

For the first time in my entire life, my hair is now straight!..I've braved myself to undergo a 6hrs rebonding treatment and the result??..A long smooth straight hair...yipeee..i loikeee

M.I.G.R.A.I.N.E

After days of enduring the migraine that seemed to make one side of my head/brain burst...i finally went to see the doc to get my migraine pills. It's been such a long time since i had migraine attack..doc actually wanted me to stay at home n rest but I refused n went to work instead. Alhamdullilah..am feelin much much better after taking the pills..

M.I.G.R.A.I.N.E

After days of enduring the migraine that seemed to make one side of my head/brain burst...i finally went to see the doc to get my migraine pills. It's been such a long time since i had migraine attack..doc actually wanted me to stay at home n rest but I refused n went to work instead. Alhamdullilah..am feelin much much better after taking the pills..

Open House @ Sab's

Went over to Sab'place n met some of the PK.com forummers there. However, I guess not many of them recognised me or hv met me before so cam segan gitu nak approach n talk. Managed to sembang2 wif Fiza, Mummyto3, Osyhn, Mayang, MK, CT and Rida. To sum up everything, it was great company, warm hospitality n great food...thanks to Sab & family..jgn serik nohhh... PS. Something's very wrong wif my comp, refused to recongise the digicam when I tried to upload the photos..so be patient hah..in the meantime, here's a photo that CT took of lil Anaqin wif Jack Jack.

Open House @ Sab's

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Cranky lil Anaqin

Lil Anaqin was cranky all day long..i guess its the effect of the jab that he had yesterday..hopefully he'll be back to his old self tmrw..coz we're visiting aunty Sab's place baby..

Cranky lil Anaqin

Lil Anaqin was cranky all day long..i guess its the effect of the jab that he had yesterday..hopefully he'll be back to his old self tmrw..coz we're visiting aunty Sab's place baby..

3rd Month Injection

Lil Anaqin had his 3rd month injection just now. We opted for the 5-in-1 jab. As usual hubz hold lil Anaqin while I sat there facing the wall..ready to hear him cry any moment..but surprisingly he didnt cry at all!! Wow whey..lil Anaqin is such a strong baby.. :) Mummy & Daddy are so proud of u darling! Sab, Lynn & family came to our place later at nite. It's been quite a while since we met. So chit chat chit chat...all of us plan to go on holiday together in Feb next yr..yipeee..minus the little ones...hmmm...can I bear to leave lil Anaqin?? only time will tell..

3rd Month Injection

Lil Anaqin had his 3rd month injection just now. We opted for the 5-in-1 jab. As usual hubz hold lil Anaqin while I sat there facing the wall..ready to hear him cry any moment..but surprisingly he didnt cry at all!! Wow whey..lil Anaqin is such a strong baby.. :) Mummy & Daddy are so proud of u darling!

Sab, Lynn & family came to our place later at nite. It's been quite a while since we met. So chit chat chit chat...all of us plan to go on holiday together in Feb next yr..yipeee..minus the little ones...hmmm...can I bear to leave lil Anaqin?? only time will tell..

Taufik...My Man for the Night...

Yayness!!! Taufik Batisah made us proud (esp the Malay Muslim community) when he was crowned our very first Singapore Idol. He truly deserved to win that title. It's worth every sms that I've sent to vote for him...kerkekrekrk..

Taufik...My Man for the Night...

Yayness!!! Taufik Batisah made us proud (esp the Malay Muslim community) when he was crowned our very first Singapore Idol. He truly deserved to win that title. It's worth every sms that I've sent to vote for him...kerkekrekrk..