Monday, July 24, 2006

Super M

Eversince I got preggy, I've become more and more restless, tired and very the pemalas. My weekends now are spent lazing around at home. I would nap for 3hrs in the afternoon, and refused to go out even to go down to the shops nearby. When darl suggested goin out to chill, i turned him down flatly saying I've got no energy.

Yes, that's how bad i've become. I was'nt like this when I was expecting Anaqin. It's times like this when I felt really grateful to have my helper around. I cannot imagined how it would be like without her around. I wonder when this penyakit pemalas will last coz I cannot stand it myself.

On another note, I thought that my appetite has picked up but I guess I counted my lucky stars too early. There will days when my appetite will suddenly disappeared. Just like that. And getting nauseated from morning till lunchtime on some days. I'll be ending my 1st trimester in 2 weeks time (insyaallah) and I really hope that I'll get better by then.

Super M

Eversince I got preggy, I've become more and more restless, tired and very the pemalas. My weekends now are spent lazing around at home. I would nap for 3hrs in the afternoon, and refused to go out even to go down to the shops nearby. When darl suggested goin out to chill, i turned him down flatly saying I've got no energy.

Yes, that's how bad i've become. I was'nt like this when I was expecting Anaqin. It's times like this when I felt really grateful to have my helper around. I cannot imagined how it would be like without her around. I wonder when this penyakit pemalas will last coz I cannot stand it myself.

On another note, I thought that my appetite has picked up but I guess I counted my lucky stars too early. There will days when my appetite will suddenly disappeared. Just like that. And getting nauseated from morning till lunchtime on some days. I'll be ending my 1st trimester in 2 weeks time (insyaallah) and I really hope that I'll get better by then.

Monday, July 17, 2006

All's Well For Now

Anaqin - well recovered from the nasty HFMD. Hyper active. Speaking in sentences now. Counting 1 to 10 in both English and Malay. Recognised most of the animals..as he's an animal lover. Loves watching Animal Channel, Mr Bean and 90% of the programs in Disney Channel. Can now say.."Please mummy/daddy/or whoever", "Thank you mummy/daddy/or whoever". Likes to shout when excited. Knows how to show affection to people even to his toys like the giant Barney, Elmo..etc. Books are his precious possession. Still don't like to eat proper food. Drinks loads of milk. All the things he do and hv achieved so far makes me wanna burst out of pride and love for him.

Yours Truly - Whaddeya know..i'm NINE weeks pregnant oredi..and am loving every second of it..ok maybe not the backaches and nauseating feeling. Appetite has improved. In fact dua minit dua minit lapar aje..ehehe..but i've learnt to eat in small portions. Managed to steer away from JUNK food. Abhor coffee. Abhor ciggie smell. Gets irritated easily. Still wearing old clothes. Must hv put on some weight tho'. Already starts massaging tummy and hips with Marks & Spencer Cocoa Butter lotion. Can't wait to see my babe in 3 wks time!

All's Well For Now

Anaqin - well recovered from the nasty HFMD. Hyper active. Speaking in sentences now. Counting 1 to 10 in both English and Malay. Recognised most of the animals..as he's an animal lover. Loves watching Animal Channel, Mr Bean and 90% of the programs in Disney Channel. Can now say.."Please mummy/daddy/or whoever", "Thank you mummy/daddy/or whoever". Likes to shout when excited. Knows how to show affection to people even to his toys like the giant Barney, Elmo..etc. Books are his precious possession. Still don't like to eat proper food. Drinks loads of milk. All the things he do and hv achieved so far makes me wanna burst out of pride and love for him.

Yours Truly Whaddeya know..i'm NINE weeks pregnant oredi..and am loving every second of it..ok maybe not the backaches and nauseating feeling. Appetite has improved. In fact dua minit dua minit lapar aje..ehehe..but i've learnt to eat in small portions. Managed to steer away from JUNK food. Abhor coffee. Abhor ciggie smell. Gets irritated easily. Still wearing old clothes. Must hv put on some weight tho'. Already starts massaging tummy and hips with Marks & Spencer Cocoa Butter lotion. Can't wait to see my babe in 3 wks time!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

My Babes

The day has come to find out about the progress of the twins. Went to see dr. aziz yesterday. Before he did the scan, he told us that as cruel as it may sound, he hope that there's only one twin left coz based on the previous scan, the other smaller sac was much smaller and not growing well, therefore, he's afraid that the baby won't be healthy and it may lead to complications and all. Actually, I too had the instinct that there's only one baby left but didnt tell the husband about it..afraid he'll be dissapointed.

True enough..the other smaller sac had shrunk while the bigger one is growing well. Poor hubby..dissapointment written all over his face. But I redha and believe there's a hikmah disebalik nye.

Ok now to my other babe, Anaqin. My poor boy was diagnosed with Hand Foot & Mouth Disease on Friday when hubby brought him to see the pediatrician. He's been having sudden fever for the past 2 days and we noticed there's spots on his palms and feets. I thought he's getting the chix pox since he hvnt taken the chix pox jab but it's worse than that! I was shocked! It was so irony how he could have gotten it. He only went down to play at the playground twice this week! Doc said he's still in the early stage and hopefully he'll get cured soon. Right now he's being quarantined at home. No visits from the cousins are allowed. Poor boy. Actually being a pregnant woman, I'm much more prone to getting infected by the HFMD but I've got no choice but be tawakal aje.

Dugaan after dugaan..hopefully it will make me a much stronger person..insyaallah.

My Babes

The day has come to find out about the progress of the twins. Went to see dr. aziz yesterday. Before he did the scan, he told us that as cruel as it may sound, he hope that there's only one twin left coz based on the previous scan, the other smaller sac was much smaller and not growing well, therefore, he's afraid that the baby won't be healthy and it may lead to complications and all. Actually, I too had the instinct that there's only one baby left but didnt tell the husband about it..afraid he'll be dissapointed.

True enough..the other smaller sac had shrunk while the bigger one is growing well. Poor hubby..dissapointment written all over his face. But I redha and believe there's a hikmah disebalik nye.

Ok now to my other babe, Anaqin. My poor boy was diagnosed with Hand Foot & Mouth Disease on Friday when hubby brought him to see the pediatrician. He's been having sudden fever for the past 2 days and we noticed there's spots on his palms and feets. I thought he's getting the chix pox since he hvnt taken the chix pox jab but it's worse than that! I was shocked! It was so irony how he could have gotten it. He only went down to play at the playground twice this week! Doc said he's still in the early stage and hopefully he'll get cured soon. Right now he's being quarantined at home. No visits from the cousins are allowed. Poor boy. Actually being a pregnant woman, I'm much more prone to getting infected by the HFMD but I've got no choice but be tawakal aje.

Dugaan after dugaan..hopefully it will make me a much stronger person..insyaallah.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Maybe BABIES

Just when I thought that everything was going on smoothly for me, something happened on Friday night. After work, I decided to scout around for pressies for 2 birthday parties that I was invited on Saturday. After walking around for quite sometime and gotten all the pressies, I decided to head home. That's when I felt a sharp pain on the left side of my abdomen. I sat down and rested for a while. Wanted to cab home but the queues are long everywhere..considering it's a Friday nite and you're smack in the middle of town. So slowly I made my way to the train station and headed home.

Upon reaching home, eased myself and how shocked I was when I saw my pantyliner soaked in browish reddish blood! Called darl who was outside during that time doing wedding deco. Everyone advised me to keep calm and rest in bed.

The next day, we went to see dr. aziz. Told him about my condition and all. Time for the scanning. And guess what? We saw TWO babies on the screen! Yes not ONE but TWO! I'm expecting TWINS! We were speechless! Mixed feelings all rolled into one. Then came the sad news. When the doc zoomed in on the babies, he could detect heartbeat on the the bigger baby but on the smaller baby there was no heartbeat at all.

We were told not to pin our hopes too high on getting both twins. But he'll definitely try his best to save at least one of the twins. I was given a jab on my bum and some medication to help support my pregnancy and was given 1 week MC to rest at home.

I'm seeing dr. aziz again next Saturday to check on the progress of the twins. We can only pray for the best for the twins.

Maybe BABIES

Just when I thought that everything was going on smoothly for me, something happened on Friday night. After work, I decided to scout around for pressies for 2 birthday parties that I was invited on Saturday. After walking around for quite sometime and gotten all the pressies, I decided to head home. That's when I felt a sharp pain on the left side of my abdomen. I sat down and rested for a while. Wanted to cab home but the queues are long everywhere..considering it's a Friday nite and you're smack in the middle of town. So slowly I made my way to the train station and headed home.

Upon reaching home, eased myself and how shocked I was when I saw my pantyliner soaked in browish reddish blood! Called darl who was outside during that time doing wedding deco. Everyone advised me to keep calm and rest in bed.

The next day, we went to see dr. aziz. Told him about my condition and all. Time for the scanning. And guess what? We saw TWO babies on the screen! Yes not ONE but TWO! I'm expecting TWINS! We were speechless! Mixed feelings all rolled into one. Then came the sad news. When the doc zoomed in on the babies, he could detect heartbeat on the the bigger baby but on the smaller baby there was no heartbeat at all.

We were told not to pin our hopes too high on getting both twins. But he'll definitely try his best to save at least one of the twins. I was given a jab on my bum and some medication to help support my pregnancy and was given 1 week MC to rest at home.

I'm seeing dr. aziz again next Saturday to check on the progress of the twins. We can only pray for the best for the twins.