HURT AGAIN

It's happening again! I thought as you grow older, you'll be much wiser but I was wrong. What happened may seemed trivial to you but try turning the table round. How would you feel?

Thanks for hurting me all over again.

Airmata Syawal

Assalamualaikum buat semua teman2 ku ... selamat hari raya ku ucapkan dan ku mohon kemaafan diatas segala kesalahan, terkasar bahasa ku disepanjang perkenalan kita ... di luar cyber mahupon di alam cyber ini.

I had intended to post some of my raya photos but changed my mind in due respect to someone who has passed away pada bulan yg mulia ini.

Pada mlm hari raya, adik ku Apit dan tunang nye Fida was just abt to leave for Geylang to get their last minute stuff when Fida received a call from her mother informing her that her 2nd brother was involved in an accident. She didnt realised that it was very bad but Apit sensed that it could be major coz the IO was the one who came to deliver the news to her mum. So off they went to NUH.

His condition was very bad indeed. He had to be put on a life support to keep him going. Apit stayed in the hospital with Fida's family the whole nite. Pada pagi raya sewaktu kami semua sedang katam quran, baru la dia balik. He told us that the doc only give him 3/10 percent chance of surviving. During the salam session, he cried his heart out ... I told him to be strong, for Fida's sake.

On the second day of hari raya, we decided to visit him at NUH. Fida cried when I hugged her and her mom ... sebak dada nie melihat keadaan yg sungguh pilu. Lagi sebak biler melihat arwah nye di dlm bilik ICU with the tubes and everything. Mulut ini tidak berhenti-henti menyedekah kan fateha untuk nya. Itu sahaja yg ku mampu sumbang kan.

We went off to visit a few houses after that without Apit of course coz he too has lost the mood to celebrate hari raya. Apit kept sending us sms to update us on his condition. The sad news came when Apit called ard 9pm saying that the brother has passed away. His whole system just collapsed. Innalillah wa innalillah hirojiun ....

Jenazah nya telah selamat dikebumikan smlm ... cuaca pulak hujan .. seperti turut sedih dengan permergian nya. Who would have thought ... just by getting skidded .. (not being hit by other vehicle at all) it would have caused his death. He was on his way home after teaching at the mosque .. and he skidded in front of the mosque. The saddest thing is he was supposed to get married next month. He came back from his studies at Syria just for his wedding and is supposed to go back there to finish off his studies. We're very close to Fida and her family therefore his passing on is greatly felt by us as well. Tapi ku rasa Allah lebih menyayangi nya. Kita perlu redha dengan permergian nya.

Marilah kita sama2 sedekah kan fateha buat beliau .. arwah nya Md Rafiq bin Yahya .... semoga allah mencucuhri rahmat kepada nya dan semoga dia ditempatkan digolongan orang2 yg beriman ... insyaallah ... aminnnnn.

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