Friday, December 31, 2004

Dalam Kenangan

Dua tahun telah berlalu Ayah selalu di dalam ingatan Kami senantiasa memanjatkan doa dan mengirim Al-Fatihah untuk mu Semoga rohmu dicucuhri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman Amin..

Dalam Kenangan

Dua tahun telah berlalu
Ayah selalu di dalam ingatan
Kami senantiasa memanjatkan doa dan mengirim Al-Fatihah untuk mu
Semoga rohmu dicucuhri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman
Amin..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Lil Anaqin turns 4th months

My baby boy
He brings so much joy
Chubby cheeks and chin and a really great grin
All of Allah's grace in his cute little face
Eventhough I pray little he won't stay
Please don't grow so fast let these cherished moments last
Cars, balls and boats soon he'll make them float
Outgrowing all his toys My cherished little baby boy..
Happy 4th month my darling lil Anaqin...

Lil Anaqin turns 4th months

My baby boy He brings so much joy Chubby cheeks and chin and a really great grin All of Allah's grace in his cute little face Eventhough I pray little he won't stay Please don't grow so fast let these cherished moments last Cars, balls and boats soon he'll make them float Outgrowing all his toys My cherished little baby boy.. Happy 4th month my darling lil Anaqin...

Monday, December 27, 2004

Tsunami Disaster

My heart weeps silently while watching the news at nite esp when they were showing the rows and rows of dead babies and young children...it makes me appreciate life more than ever and I thank Allah coz I'm still here wif my love ones...

Tsunami Disaster

My heart weeps silently while watching the news at nite esp when they were showing the rows and rows of dead babies and young children...it makes me appreciate life more than ever and I thank Allah coz I'm still here wif my love ones...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Let's go Swimming

Went to Jurong Swimming Complex wif lil Anaqin n his other fellow mates. But it was such a boo-boo! The water's too cold, the pool's crowded..and lil Anaqin cried when I dipped him in the pool. So I end up wrapping him in his hooded towel n relax one corner while the rest make the best of the swimming trip..hmmm..hopefully the next time round you'll be more brave..n we'll go when the pool's not so crowded ok darling..
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Let's go Swimming

Went to Jurong Swimming Complex wif lil Anaqin n his other fellow mates. But it was such a boo-boo! The water's too cold, the pool's crowded..and lil Anaqin cried when I dipped him in the pool. So I end up wrapping him in his hooded towel n relax one corner while the rest make the best of the swimming trip..hmmm..hopefully the next time round you'll be more brave..n we'll go when the pool's not so crowded ok darling..

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Lil Santa

Lil Santa was in town to celebrate his bibik's birthday while lil Santa's mummy bought the yummylicious ice cream cake for the occasion.
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Lil Santa

Lil Santa was in town to celebrate his bibik's birthday while lil Santa's mummy bought the yummylicious ice cream cake for the occasion.

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Makan-Makan in the Office

Company's makan2 cum christmas party in the office followed by drinks @ Double O (ehem..orange juice for me pls) P.S. Silly old me didnt even take any photos! ~duh~

Makan-Makan in the Office

Company's makan2 cum christmas party in the office followed by drinks @ Double O (ehem..orange juice for me pls) P.S. Silly old me didnt even take any photos! ~duh~

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

A Sad Letter

Something to share...received this email which brought tears to my eyes.. Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

A Sad Letter

Something to share...received this email which brought tears to my eyes..

Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now...
I so wanted to be your little girl.
I don't quite understand what has happened.
I was so excited when I began realizing my existance.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.
I heard Daddy yelling back.
I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day.
I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.
Then the monster started ripping my arms off.
It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.
No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy.
I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me.
He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels."
I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live.
I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.
It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.
I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.

Monday, December 20, 2004

Ehem ehem

My throat hurt so badly this morning..and fever slowly creeps in..so went to see the doc. Was given 2 days MC with firm instructions to rest at home..n smokin is definitely a no no for now...

Ehem ehem

My throat hurt so badly this morning..and fever slowly creeps in..so went to see the doc. Was given 2 days MC with firm instructions to rest at home..n smokin is definitely a no no for now...

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Curls No More

For the first time in my entire life, my hair is now straight!..I've braved myself to undergo a 6hrs rebonding treatment and the result??..A long smooth straight hair...yipeee..i loikeee
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Curls No More

For the first time in my entire life, my hair is now straight!..I've braved myself to undergo a 6hrs rebonding treatment and the result??..A long smooth straight hair...yipeee..i loikeee

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

M.I.G.R.A.I.N.E

After days of enduring the migraine that seemed to make one side of my head/brain burst...i finally went to see the doc to get my migraine pills. It's been such a long time since i had migraine attack..doc actually wanted me to stay at home n rest but I refused n went to work instead. Alhamdullilah..am feelin much much better after taking the pills..

M.I.G.R.A.I.N.E

After days of enduring the migraine that seemed to make one side of my head/brain burst...i finally went to see the doc to get my migraine pills. It's been such a long time since i had migraine attack..doc actually wanted me to stay at home n rest but I refused n went to work instead. Alhamdullilah..am feelin much much better after taking the pills..

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Open House @ Sab's

Went over to Sab'place n met some of the PK.com forummers there. However, I guess not many of them recognised me or hv met me before so cam segan gitu nak approach n talk. Managed to sembang2 wif Fiza, Mummyto3, Osyhn, Mayang, MK, CT and Rida. To sum up everything, it was great company, warm hospitality n great food...thanks to Sab & family..jgn serik nohhh... PS. Something's very wrong wif my comp, refused to recongise the digicam when I tried to upload the photos..so be patient hah..in the meantime, here's a photo that CT took of lil Anaqin wif Jack Jack.
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Open House @ Sab's

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

Cranky lil Anaqin

Lil Anaqin was cranky all day long..i guess its the effect of the jab that he had yesterday..hopefully he'll be back to his old self tmrw..coz we're visiting aunty Sab's place baby..

Cranky lil Anaqin

Lil Anaqin was cranky all day long..i guess its the effect of the jab that he had yesterday..hopefully he'll be back to his old self tmrw..coz we're visiting aunty Sab's place baby..

Friday, December 10, 2004

3rd Month Injection

Lil Anaqin had his 3rd month injection just now. We opted for the 5-in-1 jab. As usual hubz hold lil Anaqin while I sat there facing the wall..ready to hear him cry any moment..but surprisingly he didnt cry at all!! Wow whey..lil Anaqin is such a strong baby.. :) Mummy & Daddy are so proud of u darling! Sab, Lynn & family came to our place later at nite. It's been quite a while since we met. So chit chat chit chat...all of us plan to go on holiday together in Feb next yr..yipeee..minus the little ones...hmmm...can I bear to leave lil Anaqin?? only time will tell..

3rd Month Injection

Lil Anaqin had his 3rd month injection just now. We opted for the 5-in-1 jab. As usual hubz hold lil Anaqin while I sat there facing the wall..ready to hear him cry any moment..but surprisingly he didnt cry at all!! Wow whey..lil Anaqin is such a strong baby.. :) Mummy & Daddy are so proud of u darling!

Sab, Lynn & family came to our place later at nite. It's been quite a while since we met. So chit chat chit chat...all of us plan to go on holiday together in Feb next yr..yipeee..minus the little ones...hmmm...can I bear to leave lil Anaqin?? only time will tell..

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Taufik...My Man for the Night...

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Yayness!!! Taufik Batisah made us proud (esp the Malay Muslim community) when he was crowned our very first Singapore Idol. He truly deserved to win that title. It's worth every sms that I've sent to vote for him...kerkekrekrk..

Taufik...My Man for the Night...

Yayness!!! Taufik Batisah made us proud (esp the Malay Muslim community) when he was crowned our very first Singapore Idol. He truly deserved to win that title. It's worth every sms that I've sent to vote for him...kerkekrekrk..

Monday, November 29, 2004

Lil Anaqin is 3 mths today

Lil Anaqin turns 3 months today..here's a look at the many faces of our favourite boy..

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Lil Anaqin is 3 mths today

Lil Anaqin turns 3 months today..here's a look at the many faces of our favourite boy..

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Crash Boom Bang...

This afternoon while I in the midst of designing some stuff..my dearest Macintosh crashed on me!!...i mean totally crashed..my whole hard disk was totally erased! So after I had a breather, took my time to re install all the required softwares & stuff..what luck! Mum told me dat lil Anaqin was moody today...refused to babytalk to anyone..just sulked all day long..but when I took him n changed him, he started to be his normal cheerful self..I asked him y is he moody today...n cam pandai jer dia wat suara sedih cam mengadu nasib gitu...kerkekr.. I tried to feed him Frisocrem by it's own instead of jus adding it into his milk since mum said that he seemed to b hungry all the time..and amboi hepi betul member dapat makan!! At first he jus spit it out den after a few suaps, he seemed to enjoy it..sampai mata nak terkejam...he finished most of it(one scoop)..n went to sleep rite after his feed..

Crash Boom Bang...

This afternoon while I in the midst of designing some stuff..my dearest Macintosh crashed on me!!...i mean totally crashed..my whole hard disk was totally erased!

So after I had a breather, took my time to re install all the required softwares & stuff..what luck!

Mum told me dat lil Anaqin was moody today...refused to babytalk to anyone..just sulked all day long..but when I took him n changed him, he started to be his normal cheerful self..I asked him y is he moody today...n cam pandai jer dia wat suara sedih cam mengadu nasib gitu...kerkekr.. I tried to feed him Frisocrem by it's own instead of jus adding it into his milk since mum said that he seemed to b hungry all the time..and amboi hepi betul member dapat makan!! At first he jus spit it out den after a few suaps, he seemed to enjoy it..sampai mata nak terkejam...he finished most of it(one scoop)..n went to sleep rite after his feed..

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Flu Flu Go Away

Last evening, hubz brought lil Anaqin along to fetch me outside Tampines MRT.

It's such a wonderful feeling to see the 2 love of my life waiting for me...I was grining from ear to ear when I saw lil Anaqin...esp. when he giggle excitedly when he saw me..

We had dinner @ Chai Chee Seafood and that's when the non-stop sneezing came. Oh gosh...the flu bug is trying to make its way into my body system..oh no not now...not when I just started working...

Upon reaching home, change lil Anaqin into his nite romper, feed him and rock him to sleep. Iron my clothes for tmrw, took a cold shower and popped a tiny flu tablet. I told hubz to sleep beside lil Anaqin and attend to him at nite as I dun want to pass the virus to my poor baby...

Flu Flu Go Away

Last evening, hubz brought lil Anaqin along to fetch me outside Tampines MRT. It's such a wonderful feeling to see the 2 love of my life waiting for me...I was grining from ear to ear when I saw lil Anaqin...esp. when he giggle excitedly when he saw me.. We had dinner @ Chai Chee Seafood and that's when the non-stop sneezing came. Oh gosh...the flu bug is trying to make its way into my body system..oh no not now...not when I just started working... Upon reaching home, change lil Anaqin into his nite romper, feed him and rock him to sleep. Iron my clothes for tmrw, took a cold shower and popped a tiny flu tablet. I told hubz to sleep beside lil Anaqin and attend to him at nite as I dun want to pass the virus to my poor baby...

Monday, November 22, 2004

Back to work

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us I'm back at work. Welcome crazy deadlines, stress and challenges...kerkekrke This morning I get all emotional when I kiss lil Anaqin goodbye..he was sound asleep then...First thing I did when I step into the office was to call home...hubz answer the call as he's not working today...he gave a brief update on lil Anaqin...and it makes me miss him more...gosh...it is really that bad?? I hope I can get used to it and not miss or worry abt him so much...

Back to work

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I'm back at work. Welcome crazy deadlines, stress and challenges...kerkekrke

This morning I get all emotional when I kiss lil Anaqin goodbye..he was sound asleep then...First thing I did when I step into the office was to call home...hubz answer the call as he's not working today...he gave a brief update on lil Anaqin...and it makes me miss him more...gosh...it is really that bad?? I hope I can get used to it and not miss or worry abt him so much...

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Hari Raya Photos

Hey all, I know I've been lagging in updating my blog but it's only becoz I'm running around making arrangments for my new maid to come...anyway here's some hari raya photos for your viewing pleasure...enjoy... Image Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.us

Hari Raya Photos

Hey all, I know I've been lagging in updating my blog but it's only becoz I'm running around making arrangments for my new maid to come...anyway here's some hari raya photos for your viewing pleasure...enjoy...

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Friday, November 12, 2004

Ucapan Selamat Hari Raya

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Layla ingin mengambil kesempatan ini menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan seandai nya ada terkasar bahasa di sepanjang perkenalan kita kepada semua yang Layla kenali personally or virtually. Semoga hari raya ini akan membawa keceriaan pada anda sekeluarga...

Ucapan Selamat Hari Raya

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Layla ingin mengambil kesempatan ini menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan seandai nya ada terkasar bahasa di sepanjang perkenalan kita kepada semua yang Layla kenali personally or virtually. Semoga hari raya ini akan membawa keceriaan pada anda sekeluarga...

Sunday, November 07, 2004

More Baking

Made 2 types of cookies today...Nutty Chocolate Chip cookies and Crunchy Nestum with Almonds cookies.. Image Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.us

More Baking

Made 2 types of cookies today...Nutty Chocolate Chip cookies and Crunchy Nestum with Almonds cookies..

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

The Wedding Anniversary Pressies

We finally exchanged our long overdue wedding anniversary pressies...a mont blanc wallet for him and a gold bangle for me... Image Hosted by ImageShack.usImage Hosted by ImageShack.us

The Wedding Anniversary Pressies

We finally exchanged our long overdue wedding anniversary pressies...a mont blanc wallet for him and a gold bangle for me...

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Friday, November 05, 2004

Cookies Anyone??

I finally came round to baking the cookies. Did the cornflakes honey & nuts and Cheese cookies...yummylicious...
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Oh yea, I got the username & password for the Foreign Domestic Worker course online. You have to pass at least 80% of the course in order to obtain the cert. Ridiculous rite? Da lar kena amik course must pay $30 for this course some more..aiyohhh!! This is a new procedure for first time employer who wants to hire a maid..very the leceh..By the way me pass wif flying colours..ekerkekr...got 98%..

Cookies Anyone??

I finally came round to baking the cookies. Did the cornflakes honey & nuts and Cheese cookies...yummylicious...

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Oh yea, I got the username & password for the Foreign Domestic Worker course online. You have to pass at least 80% of the course in order to obtain the cert. Ridiculous rite? Da lar kena amik course must pay $30 for this course some more..aiyohhh!! This is a new procedure for first time employer who wants to hire a maid..very the leceh..By the way me pass wif flying colours..ekerkekr...got 98%..

Monday, November 01, 2004

Metro Sale @ S'pore Expo

After buka we decided to check out the Metro sale @ S'pore Expo. We drag lil Anaqin as well.

When I came to the shoe section, I was like a mad woman..great shoes wif good prices..rasa2 cam nak borong suma gitu..but I managed to control my greed..so jus bought 2 shoes...Oso bought a few clothing for work..a few rompers & socks for lil Anaqin, and bedding cover..Hubz too bought a couple of stuff..and the bill came out to $200 plus..

We left Expo and head off to join the rest of the gang at Mr Prata. Lil Anaqin has been good all these while..sleepin ang waking up oni for his feed..so I managed to chill out..get home ard 11 plus..

Gosh something happened again which triggers my blood level..aiyoh tak abis2 seh..

Metro Sale @ S'pore Expo

After buka we decided to check out the Metro sale @ S'pore Expo. We drag lil Anaqin as well. When I came to the shoe section, I was like a mad woman..great shoes wif good prices..rasa2 cam nak borong suma gitu..but I managed to control my greed..so jus bought 2 shoes...Oso bought a few clothing for work..a few rompers & socks for lil Anaqin, and bedding cover..Hubz too bought a couple of stuff..and the bill came out to $200 plus.. We left Expo and head off to join the rest of the gang at Mr Prata. Lil Anaqin has been good all these while..sleepin ang waking up oni for his feed..so I managed to chill out..get home ard 11 plus.. Gosh something happened again which triggers my blood level..aiyoh tak abis2 seh..

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Lil Anaqin Gets the Fever Again

Was having my hair dyed when hubz sms me saying that lil Anaqin is running a temperature! I was quite surprised coz he was well when I left him just now. So have to skip getting the spa hair treatment and rush home to see my baby.. Yes, he indeed was having a fever. After sponging him, change him to fresh clothes, gave him the fever medicine..and rock him to sleep. Lil Anaqin look so tired and restless. He's not in his normal cheerful mood and didnt even finish his milk. We decided to bring him to the 24hr clinic when i discovered that his temperature has risen to 37.8 degrees! When we arrived at the clinic, I was quite shocked to see so many sick kiddos there..I think tis the season for the awful bug! The doc checked lil Anaqin's temperature & it's now 38 degrees! She told me to give sponge him again wen I get home and gave him the fever medicine again..IF he's not well within the next 2 days, she advised me to see a paediatrition.

Lil Anaqin Gets the Fever Again

Was having my hair dyed when hubz sms me saying that lil Anaqin is running a temperature! I was quite surprised coz he was well when I left him just now. So have to skip getting the spa hair treatment and rush home to see my baby..

Yes, he indeed was having a fever. After sponging him, change him to fresh clothes, gave him the fever medicine..and rock him to sleep. Lil Anaqin look so tired and restless. He's not in his normal cheerful mood and didnt even finish his milk. We decided to bring him to the 24hr clinic when i discovered that his temperature has risen to 37.8 degrees! When we arrived at the clinic, I was quite shocked to see so many sick kiddos there..I think tis the season for the awful bug! The doc checked lil Anaqin's temperature & it's now 38 degrees! She told me to sponge him again wen I get home and gave him the fever medicine again..IF he's not well within the next 2 days, she advised me to see a pediatrition.

Friday, October 29, 2004

2 Month old

Lil Anaqin turns 2 months today..here's some pics of my ever growing baby.. Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Meet my new buddy..Miss Butterfly
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